I shouldn’t miss you. But I do. A lot. I miss how we used to talk to each other all day and night. I miss how happy i was knowing that you were in my life. Now we pass each other like we don’t acknowledge one another. It hurts. How you pass someone who used to mean the world to you but is now just another stranger. All these memories you had with them will soon someday fade. You’ll both forget each other. It’ll happen. You can’t do anything about it, but wait.
its a lot harder than it seems. You talk all day, everyday. You send each other long good night texts and wake up to good morning texts. You think about them every second you’re awake then when you’re asleep, you dream about them. You spend time with them whether its in person or not. They soon become a part of your everyday life and you get used to it. Then all of a sudden, they leave. Most of the time once they’re gone, they’re gone for good. Meaning, no more late night calls, no more cute text messages (actually no texts at all), no more ’i love you’ ‘babe‘ all of that. The first few days you will want to call, text, really do everything just to talk to them and restore what’s “normal”. But, as much as you try, things don’t change. The hardest part is letting go. This person that was once your everything is now just a memory. A memory that you replay over and over again in your head. You spend nights reminiscing in the said words, shared laughs, their hugs, all the good things that went on during the time you two were together. Letting go can take weeks, months, even years. Remember that this was just a fragment of time, a memory that will someday fade.
For that very moment you feel as if everything is going to be okay. They’re finally there for you. You don’t want to let go of them, you hug them as tight as you possibly could cherishing every second of it till they finally let go. You can’t help but look into their eyes and say to yourself, “everything will be okay.”